....ada awak kisah....

dari dulu sampai sekarang smua org buat mcm ni kt saya...napa ek?....bla perlu kan saya.. bila dh susah...baru tau nk cari sya...bila dh senang bila dah happy...ada nk ingat aku...xdk kn...tolong la jangan buat mcm ni...aku mmg xpenah ckp apa2 aku diam kn aja sbb xnak cari gadoh....tp aku takut hati aku xtahan lama...

mmg dr zaman sekolah...kalu apa2...im the last person akan tau any story or any info...fine kalu xnk caya or cita kt aku...but then jgn bg tau aku langsung...bt skt ati ak ja jadi mcm orang bodoh kt sni...ak cita smua bnda kt korang dgn excited ny...tp ada korang appriciate ak...xdk kan...ak ada ka ak xdk ka...bg korang sama ja....ak xpenah ckp bnda n

i...but then mmg ak terasa...

ak bkn nk cari gadoh ka apa ka...just nk korang tau perasaan ak...ak xberani nk ckp kt korang...nant mest korang menyampah dgn ak kn...ak xkisah pon korang bt ak mcm ni...sbb korang kwn ak...ak xreti nk kritik kwn sendiri...so ak terima ja actually...sejujur ny ak xreti nk idop sorg2...i hate feel lonely...ak ada kwn2 ja...so please please please...jgn bt ak mcm ni...

....apabila kami bersuka ria....

ok...actually tis N3 agak dh basi coz its has been about 3weeks ago ktorg bersuka ria....hehehe

anyway...about 3weeks ago...we all decided to go picnic at air terjun kota tinggi....wahh...seronok..1st i seronok coz dpt mandi air terjun...2nd because i can have fun with my coursematess....i never been to kota tinngi before...so i got the chance to explore johor more...lps ni bleh la i bwk kwn2 or family pusing2 johor since i sorg ja yg tercampak kt selatan ni kan....

cerita ny berbunyi begini....well..actually ktorg planng konon2 pukul 630 nk klua utm la kn..gla awal kn...but we all know..janji melayu ni...630 atas janji ja...hehehe...so ktorg pon sewa la keta pukul 6 pg u...awal gla...then janji nk meet up with the boys kt mcd...so ktorg ni pantang nmpk mcd sket...mmg tnggu...plus mkn breakfast kt mcd skali...hehhe...pd hal...dh order mknn kt mak long...ngada2 kan....heheheh....we were waiting for the food from mak lonh...sgt lmbt...jd ny ktorg btolak dr utm pukul8...hehehe...kn dh ckp...

we arrived at 9am...about 1 hour journey from skudai..itu pon sbb jln xjam...pg kan...if tgh ari sket...mayb lmbt la...sbb jb ni kalu jln xjam xsah...

lps tu apa lg....JOM MANDI!!!!....but then ktorg xambek gmba byk sgt tym mandi...malu...heheh

....ada slide kt air terjun...

so...ktorg mndi dr pukul 10 smpai around 3...hehehe....best...sgt2 best...ak xkan lupa pengalaman ni dgn korang smua...mm terbaek dr ladang...=)

ok...ktorg xnk menamat kn riang ria ni...next deatination...MAEN BOWLING!!!!!...km pg mane bowling at nusa jaya....tgk betapa byk ny tenaga kmi...bleh lg smbung maen bowling...heheh

....i like this pose...

next...dh penat maen...mest la lapa kn....btw...otw nk blk skudai...jln teramat la jam...smpai kt skudai around 830 tau...dh la lapa...jln jam plak tu....serious i ckp...jb ni all the time jam...xjam xsah...

makan kt chopraya...tomyam tomyam tomyam...

i really2 have a great n wonderful time with u guys...

its been so long since i update my blog...so...its willk be a few N3 yg saya akan post...so yg muak ek....heheh

...junior master chef..

have u watch the junior masterchef show at star world?....seriously...if u havent...please do so...im not sure what time...but if u info channel 711...ada..please please tgk...u know y?...u will be really2 amazed to watch how a 8 years old little girl can cook such a dishes...

honestly...im 2o right know...i cant even cook what they are cooking...malu tau...so if u have a chance to watch this show..please do so...hehehe

rugi i bru dpt tgk this show...if x...bleh masuk kn dlm my favourite tv reality show duirng my impromtu speech...heheheh

.....BADLY HOMESICK.....

(T.T)

....bukan diriku...

ari ni ak nk buat post yg jiwang aka menyampah sket ek...sori la kalau korang tpaksa bergeli-geliman bc N3...

there's somnething yg tetiba cross my mind...kenapa bukan diriku??...td ak usah fb mamat ni...someone yg bleh kata ak strt nk suka...ermmm...dont ask who ok...n apa yg sgt mengejutkn...dia dh ada GF!!!!!...what???...ari tu single lg...sekelip mata dh bpunya...ok then...itu makna ny saya kena padam nama dia la kn lps ni...no more him....

what i realize is...through out my almost 20 years of life....i think love is never meant to be with me...yeah...i been single for 20 years...and every time i strted to like someone...someone yg single ok...hai tetiba dtg org lain plak kn...so tpaksa la lupa kn...saya xnk rampas org pny k...im not that desperate to amek someone bf or husband or wateva....

sedey oo...but i never told this to anyone..not even my friend even im broken hearted skali pon...malu sebenar ny...ye la...im not that pretty...so i think xdk sapa pon yg nk kn i kn...xdk apa yg menarik dlm diriku ini...n i think they deserved someone better than me...even kalu ada org nk kenen2 kn pon...i try to avoid...because im not someone that always get what i want...i xnk kecewa...so i really try my best to avoid falling in love...honestly i tell u...love is really not for me...

yeah...mmg sometimes tu jealous tgk org lain dating or gayut lma2..tp apa nk bt...i xnk kn....i tkt i kecewa....better for me to stay single n have fun with my friends n family...i still have them that really love me...seriously...being single for 20 years...i dh kisah dh whether i ada bf or not...i akan kawen or not...btol sy xkisah...tp naluri manusia kn...ingin dicintai dan mencintai...hehehe..yeah harapan tu still ada...but then like i said...i xkisah...ada or xdk...

so cinta bukan untuk diriku....

....zahiril adzim??....

td i jmpa blog bru utk d follow....hahhaa...gedik ja kn...yg ni pon nk post...nmpk sgt xdk keja...well ada sbb ny...b4 tis i always follow blog yg tulisan ny abit modern*i think i can say that,heheh*...lets say more yg english pny la...ala..mcm mana nk ckp ek??...ha..mcm org skrg ckp la...abit of english + abit of malay...campur2 la....

then i jmpa blog zahiril adzim...kenal x???...ala yg blakon merah putih tu..n yg perform dgn ana rafali smlm tu kt ajl25..egt x??...but anyway...i suka bc bhsa melayu dia...hehe...sbb so far i xjmpa lg blog yg bm mcm bc bku skolah....hehehhe...bkn kutuk ek...tp suka...since abis skolah dh lama i xbc somthing yg seronok dbaca in malay...blog ny evrytg in malay...comel..hehhe.. well... nama pon org teater kn..eh btol ka??...ntahh la..rasa ny la kn..hehe

kenapa tetiba i ckp pasal zahiril ni??....ermm...sbb semlm bla tgk ajl25..kn dia perform...i sgt skt ati coz i xegt nama dia...hehehe...so dgn xdk keja as usual..google la apa lg kn...google is really my life right now...smuabnda nk google....:)...

mai ceq nk refresh memori ampa smua....

kenal x???...egt x??...:)

*google*

....ini blog zahiril...