.....BADLY HOMESICK.....

(T.T)

....bukan diriku...

ari ni ak nk buat post yg jiwang aka menyampah sket ek...sori la kalau korang tpaksa bergeli-geliman bc N3...

there's somnething yg tetiba cross my mind...kenapa bukan diriku??...td ak usah fb mamat ni...someone yg bleh kata ak strt nk suka...ermmm...dont ask who ok...n apa yg sgt mengejutkn...dia dh ada GF!!!!!...what???...ari tu single lg...sekelip mata dh bpunya...ok then...itu makna ny saya kena padam nama dia la kn lps ni...no more him....

what i realize is...through out my almost 20 years of life....i think love is never meant to be with me...yeah...i been single for 20 years...and every time i strted to like someone...someone yg single ok...hai tetiba dtg org lain plak kn...so tpaksa la lupa kn...saya xnk rampas org pny k...im not that desperate to amek someone bf or husband or wateva....

sedey oo...but i never told this to anyone..not even my friend even im broken hearted skali pon...malu sebenar ny...ye la...im not that pretty...so i think xdk sapa pon yg nk kn i kn...xdk apa yg menarik dlm diriku ini...n i think they deserved someone better than me...even kalu ada org nk kenen2 kn pon...i try to avoid...because im not someone that always get what i want...i xnk kecewa...so i really try my best to avoid falling in love...honestly i tell u...love is really not for me...

yeah...mmg sometimes tu jealous tgk org lain dating or gayut lma2..tp apa nk bt...i xnk kn....i tkt i kecewa....better for me to stay single n have fun with my friends n family...i still have them that really love me...seriously...being single for 20 years...i dh kisah dh whether i ada bf or not...i akan kawen or not...btol sy xkisah...tp naluri manusia kn...ingin dicintai dan mencintai...hehehe..yeah harapan tu still ada...but then like i said...i xkisah...ada or xdk...

so cinta bukan untuk diriku....

....zahiril adzim??....

td i jmpa blog bru utk d follow....hahhaa...gedik ja kn...yg ni pon nk post...nmpk sgt xdk keja...well ada sbb ny...b4 tis i always follow blog yg tulisan ny abit modern*i think i can say that,heheh*...lets say more yg english pny la...ala..mcm mana nk ckp ek??...ha..mcm org skrg ckp la...abit of english + abit of malay...campur2 la....

then i jmpa blog zahiril adzim...kenal x???...ala yg blakon merah putih tu..n yg perform dgn ana rafali smlm tu kt ajl25..egt x??...but anyway...i suka bc bhsa melayu dia...hehe...sbb so far i xjmpa lg blog yg bm mcm bc bku skolah....hehehhe...bkn kutuk ek...tp suka...since abis skolah dh lama i xbc somthing yg seronok dbaca in malay...blog ny evrytg in malay...comel..hehhe.. well... nama pon org teater kn..eh btol ka??...ntahh la..rasa ny la kn..hehe

kenapa tetiba i ckp pasal zahiril ni??....ermm...sbb semlm bla tgk ajl25..kn dia perform...i sgt skt ati coz i xegt nama dia...hehehe...so dgn xdk keja as usual..google la apa lg kn...google is really my life right now...smuabnda nk google....:)...

mai ceq nk refresh memori ampa smua....

kenal x???...egt x??...:)

*google*

....ini blog zahiril...

....its aza's 20th birthday....

sory sory sory...i a bit out to date...sbb dh blk utm ni kn...sgt2 susah nk update blog since internet xla laju sgt mcm kt rumah kn...skrg ni plak wifi kt K9 ni mcm hampeh la...iada bb..bt then bb tu just utk fb-ing,google-ing,assignment-ing...bnda2 mcm tu la...xkuasa i nk guna bb utk upload pictures utk blog ni...nant susah nk bt keja..dh la bb skrg ni mcm apa ja..nyampah ak....

eh2...membebel2 plak kn..sori3....

ok,since ari tu in the new year eve day we decide utk duduk kt blk ja...so on the new year day itself...we decided utk klua...ye la...sem bru dh nk strt...so nk bli stock la..berbagai jenis stock...xnk ckp la kt sni..muntah korang tgk nant...

btw aza's birthday 26th december ari tu...since tym tu tgh cuti sem..xla dpt kami celebrate kn utk aza..n dsbb kn hanya ada kami ber'3...so plan dia sgt simple la kn...xla mcm celebrate bday syifa ari tu...mmg susah nk planng...

tp d sbb kn nk rahsia kn dr aza...so byk la keja menipu yg tpaksa saya laku kn*as usual la kn*...me n syifa bt surprise utk aza kt chopraya...details dia mls nk la nk cita.

..pnjg sgt...hehhe...layan ja ek pictures ni....

...birthday girl..

...we coincidently wearing the same colour shawl,heheh...

happy 20th birthday aza

may Allah bless u

have a wonderful n cheerful life of 20

have a fantastic journey with Mr Wak EScobar

have a successful life in UTM

sori coz bday kau simple ja

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

....the day we cook...

on the new year eve day...me aza n syifa decided to be gooooooodd girls...ya serious...such a goooooodd girls....we decided to spend our new year eve day kt blk ja...yeay...heheh...baek x kami...mmg the whole day duduk blk ja...so dgn kepala bengong 3org ni...kami msk kt blk!!!huhu...since syifa bwk the dapur electrik tu kan...so apa lg...kami tanpa segan silu menunjuk kepakaran memasak..boleh buat calon isteri dh ni...opppssss....

tp kn...seriously la...teramat bosan stay kt blk ja...bayang kan 24 hours kt blk..smpai skt kepala jd ny tau.....

.....breakfast:roti telur....

....lunch:maggi tomyam...terbaekkk punya...heheh....

....dinner:cabonara....

so that was my activities on new year eve..amacam???...well...kami bdk baru belajar so msk pon simple2 ja...tp kan...past x nk jd bini org ni???heheheheh

....aloha twenty-11....

its new year!!!1...happy new year to all of you...may god bless u n have a wonderful colourful 2011...nice that doww 1-1-11...wah..sapa kawen ari n lahir ari ni best la...congratulations and happy birthday...hehehe

2010 have been a tough year for me..i will never ever forget the year where i been living in 2 diffirence places...awal tahun as matrik student and at the end of the dh jd uni student...pantas masa bjalan kan..and to make my 2011 interesting...no more teenage life for me...coz im gonna turn 20 in 3 more months...damn im old...heheh...but its ok..makin matured bak kata org...ermm matured ka??...heheh


btw HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!lots of love from the owner,
anis fahimi