....good bye sp,hai utm....

going back to utm tonight..kejap ja ek cuti sebln ni...although ari tu dh xsaba nk blk utm...but then bla dh nk blk...ermmm...rasa rindu rumah plak...actually my classs strt nx wk 3 jan...tp i kena blk awal sbb nk dftr subjek...since last wk...byk sgt gossip from fbbian nii...xpyh blk la...kena blk la and watsoeva...so i bt keputusan utk blk....since my pra pendaftaran ari tu ada problem...so i tkt sumthing when wrong xpasal2 nant kena amek extra subjek for nex sem....heheh....

so good bye sp...

hai utm...

...silkygirl and maybelline....

silkygirl+ maybelline = lovey dovey...hehhe...a month ago i bought the new silkygirl's double intense gel eyeliner...seriously LOVE IT!!!...its is so long lasting...the black colour pon tak faded even dh sehari pakai eyeliner...cuma its takes longer time for me to apply it....

before this i guna the silkygirl pencil eyeliner...so mcm cpt sket la kn..i can even wear it on the car...hehhe...but then i still like the gel one...since i bli a month ago...i cant the remember the price...tp kalau xsilap i..xsampai rm20..

then..aunty cik also bought me the maybelline clear smooth powder foundation...wahh...yg ni pon i suka jgk...since the powder dh ada foundation so i pyh guna foundation lg...sbb muka i akan sgt oily bila i guna foundation n i hate it...:(....since xpyh guna foundation lg..so muka i xla oily sgt...plus this powder is SPF20..can protect my skin too...heheh

apa??....nk tgk mcm mana i pakai ni..hehhe *prasan mcm ada yg nk tgk,heheh*...xnk la..i xcntek pon nk ltk muka yg di make up kan kt sni..hehehe...oh ya...i like this quotes from calvin klein..syifa yg tnjukkan...he said..

The best thing is to look natural, but it takes makeup to look natural

so sometime we have to make some effort to look natural...:)

....RM22.40???...

ape tu??..RM22.40..t-shirts?...shoe?..book??..food??..make ep??...shawl??...magazine??.....keep on guessing....

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absolutely a big NO!!NO!!
taddaa...

RM22.40 is the amount the i have to pay to PSZ sbb lmbt anta buku...brapa ari punya mkn tu..heheh..tu la suka sgt pnjam buku byk2...ehehhe...

....baking..

its baking time!!!....i love baking..but i dont time to bake..hehe..n plus slalu time rya i blk a day before raya..so dont have much time to buy the ingredients n bake...

so since i have 1 week holiday this time...I CAN BAKE!!..love it...this time mama asked me to bake muffins n atucu also asked me to bake pandan cake..

....muffin..1st trip xjd coz xdk letrik time tgh baking...


..ini jadi tp xdk topping coz mama xsuka toping..



...pandan cake...

altough i excited tlebey dpt bake those 2 cake..but unfortunately....

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i burn my fingers
yeah fingers
3 fingers to be exact

but its ok..hehe..inilah dikata kn pengalaman..learn from mistake...must be more careful next time...=)

...a doctor or an engineer??...

today..post sy sedikit serious...a doctor or an engineer..erm..as smua org tau kn..both my sisters are doctors...sorg dh jd doctor sorg lg next year...so..sy ni mmg lari jauh la dr dunia kedoktoran ni...

nk tau x..that day my mom asked me.:

mama:adik...xmau jd doktor ka??
me:ermm *with a blur face*
mama:mama bg masuk AIMST nk??
me: *muka blur lg*
mama:kakak kata doctor kt hospital tu byk bdk AIMST..
me:ermm *muka xamek port ja*
me:ari tu ada org kata..xpa la..dh 2 org anak mama jd doktor..bg plak engineer
mama:menantu mama dh engineer
me:*dlm hati tguris sket*

so..our conversation ended there....honestly..time tu mcm tsentap sket la..sbb sy rasa mcm mama cant accept course yg sy amek ni kn...but mcm dh lali..bcoz tiap kali blk pon mama will asked the same question...

a few days later:


tok:adik xmau jadi doktor gg ka??
me:*smilling*
tok:xmau jd mcm kakak n angah?
me:insya allah tok..nant adik jd doktor jgk...tp doktor phd...ermm
tok:*smilling*

n tis time..sy sgt2 tsentap n terasa hati..kenapa??mest ka smua org jd doctor??xckup ka cik aunty cik kakak angah dh jd doctor??..sy sgt2 sedey..sbb smua org xconfident lgsung dgn sy...tp mungkin salah sy jgk la kn..xberjaya nk convince my family about my course ni...

honestly lg..sy pon xtau ke mana hala tuju kos sy ni..tp sy ada confident yg sgt tinggi utk berjaya..sy mest berjaya..kenapa??salah ka??....dh 1 sem dh berlalu..i really hope that my family akan bg full support..mmg diorg bg support utk study n everytime exam..but diorg still xpercaya kn sy..itu yg bt sy sgt2 sedey...

mcm mana ek..nk bt kn family confident n percaya dgn sy???..sy just nk diorg tau yg me kakak n angah are different..sy xkn slalu dpt ikot apa yg angah n kakak bt...tis is me..just accept me...xkn smua org nk jd doctor kn..apa salah ny kalu sy jd engineer???

...doctor????...


....engineer???...

...S.T.U.D.Y.?.?.?....

hai..lately ni anis fahimi rajin plak anta post kn..ermm..sy dh bosan dgn fb la..sbb xbleh nk cita sgt...ada ja org nk comment la..nk perli la..nk hentam la..

anw..semlm n ari sy tgl sorg kt k9...*tula..nk blk lmbt sgt kn..sapa suroh*....konon nk study la kan dok lma2 kt k9 ni..tp STUDY????...ermmm...mcm xja kalu dh dok sorg2 ni...so dgn otak gla si anis fahimi ni...bgun2 pg ja trus plan nk g jj...g jj??g sorg2???...ye la..nk p dgn sapa lg..smua org dh blk kn...kn sy dh ckp..xstudy..konon2 lg nk kata diri ini baek..sy pon berazam nk study kt jj...hahaha..lawak kn dgr??..sy angkut la skali dgn laptop2 g jj..bionik kn study slide so tu sbb yg bwk laptop...hehe..maka pergi lah sy ke jj membawa diri..ewahhhh...ye ke??=)

...study???...

hahaha...seperti yg anda nmpk sy guna laptop sy...tp bkak FACEBOOK!!!!...hehehe...actually nk lepak mcd..but then..lunch time kn..mcd murah...so teramat la ramai org...so change plan lepak kfc...di waktu2 sebegini..mmg merindui syifaa aziz n aza shazwani...bosan g lepak sorg2..ntah brapa kali tawaf jj yg xbrapa nk besaq tu...hhehe..

btw sy lepak kejap ja...n u know what...i got myself 2 pair of shalws..hehe...penangan keluar sorg2..slalu kalu ada syifaa n aza..diorg mest ckp:"buat apa??".."pakai ka nant"..."mahal la".."byk duit kau"..mcm2 lg la..hhehe...

....my new collection.hehe....

then sya beli fragrance sachets for mama..sbb ari tu mama asyik dok ckp wangi ja yg ada kt umah tok tu...n bottle fragrance utk atucu..ari tym dtg jb tucu nk bli..but then tgl bau lemon grass ja...so i bought lavender for atucu

....lovely lace....

ini lah al-kisah ny si anis fahimi yg xbetul sgt...conclusion ny..kalu bleh blk umah awal..blk ja...dok utm bkn study pon..heheh....fyi..malam ni sy blk kedah..hehe

ps:sejak dok jb ni..blk kedah mest bli hadiah..konon2 org jauh la tu...heheh...sy sereonok tgk muka org yg sy bg hadiah tu..=)

...4 in 1...

bkn nescafe 4 in 1 tau
tp 4 papers in 1 week
gilleekk ah
so dgn itu exam telah memberi hadiah kpd saya
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...dark cricles...

yeah..buruk kn..konon2 study hard la tu...hehe...since my eyes are so big*org la kata*...so obvious mata ini tidak cukup tido...konon lg la tu..

....its 0327am...

saya sepatutnya study my microbs sekarang
but i end up bukak blogger...reads a few of my fav blog n allkpop
apa ni anis
besok jgn nanges tau

....gud luck....

hari ini final exam bermula di UTM..heheh
so dgn ini sy mengucap kn semoga berjaya kpd kwn

semoga dpt result gempak2 ya...

....a place call home...

....sungai petani terchenta...
.....yeah...im home....

....i wish....

i saw this post a few days ago from a blog ....he actually a friend of mine from kmpp...well not friend la..but we all 1 kuliah dlu...he actually translate the video to english..he really did a good job though on translating...

but anyway..this post actually was really2 sweet...i tnjuk kn this video to my friends that ada boyfriend...ermm..they immediately called their loved ones after they saw this video...

the point is...at that time..i really wish i have someone to call..hehe...gatal kn saya....tp xpa lah...i can wait until that day come..sabar ek anis...

....study mood...

yeay...finally im feeling the study mood..oh mayb there's only 4days left...hheheh...its not the study mood...mayb more to afraid mood...afraid that im not gonna finish my revision...ermm well..thank to psz because bringing my mood back...=)

...studying...

ps:the picture was taken a few months ago..im not that rajin nk pakai bju kurung to psz on study week kn..hehe

....hands-on....

today on 2/11/10...i have my microbiology hands-on test....this was the 1st time i experience this...ermmm...at first i thought im not gonna be nervous at all...because the night before i sgt2 la relax kn...n seronok tgk org laen gelabah..if u were me...what would u study...doctor already told u that the 1st test is only on the microscope...u just have to observe n draw...on the 2nd test..the procedure is already provided....ermm..there's nothing to study rite..rite..hehe

but today...my level of nervousness was very high...i dont even have my breakfast because the feeling nk termuntah mmg la tinggi kn...butterfly in the stomach jgn ckp la...but seriously...mmg time tu baru rasa gelabah...tu la anis,gelak kn org sgt kn...plus yg buat kn i lg nervous was...dgr org pny propaganda la kn..hampeh la...they really menokok tambah kn the story..tak sempat la..itu la...whatsoever la...ish..please la

for both test..i jd group last yg msuk la kn...because i bg utama kpd kakak2 n abang2 yg eager nk amek test....mcm apa ja berebut2 kn...so i let them be...actually group last lg best la...coz the examiner dont really count the time...they dont push u to move faster...so relaxing...its like "ok..take ur sweet time to do ur test"..eheheh

alhamdullilah...the test when well..i hope so...at least i manage to do the aseptic technique well..heheh....

.....preparing....


....yours truly yg tgh nervous...



....fbbian...

ps : sy sgt malas nk edit gmba....so i msuk kn smua dlm 1...hehehe

....misssss them sooo much....

my family...miss them so muchbeloved mama n dearly sister

last but not least

si bucuk arash badlishah

...MTM...

well...today last say MTM*minggu transformasi mahasiswa*...xbyk sgt nk cita la..xdk bnda yg best yg jadi so far....n so far my life is a little bit boring as a utm student...

....tiring.....

today i went to cyber cafe with my sister...fuhh...1st tym in my life i xenjoy online tau...i have to print out all the forms that need to be isi utk pndftrn...i spend rm20 there u know...

why la they have to do like this...yeah i know...ini zaman IT...tp kalau menyusahkn org bt apa????kn sng kalau diorg bg ja smua borang tu dhn surat twrn...even buku panduan pon nk kena print sendiri tau...xtau la sma ada skrg ni tlbey canggih or org2 yg keja tu pemalas or nk jimat duit...pikir2 la sendiri....

almost 3 hours bt printing ni...n to make it worst...while i was printing all those forms...suddenly this stupid bloody girl p lagar divider antara computer tu n my computer have to restart again...arghhh...duit tau x duit nk restart blk n download all those forms...

although bt printing ja tp sgt2 la memenatkan...tu xabis lg...byk la bnda nk bt b4 ari kamis ni...haii la...chaiyok anis fahizha

...cleaning....

woosshhh.....wooosshhh....wooosshhhh

vroommm....vroommm...vroommmmm

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2 hours later......

haaaaa....so tired...so dirty la this place...how long seen i been here...ish2...opss.. sorry...for taking so long...i just clean up my blog...byk ny habuk...kena amik bibik ni bersih kn tiap2 ari...

insya allah i will continue blogging...since facebooking is really2 boring right now...hehe...okey...see u later...

i will continue to tell you guy on my journey in utm,skudai johor!!!please support me ya...its gonna be tough there for sure...live so far away from your family...what to do...life must go on...i must take the challenge...to be more independent n brave anis fahizha...

....UTM......

ANIS FAHIZHA BINTI FAHIMI

Saudara/i,

TAWARAN PENGAJIAN KE UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MALAYSIA, SEMESTER 1 SESI AKADEMIK 2010/2011 Tahniah, sukacita dimaklumkan saudara/i telah ditawarkan tempat bagi mengikuti program seperti berikut:- Program : SQB - SARJANA MUDA SAINS (BIOLOGI INDUSTRI) Tahun : PERTAMA Fakulti : FAKULTI BIOSAINS DAN BIOKEJURUTERAAN Tempoh Pengajian : 3 TAHUN Pendaftaran Pelajar Tempat : KOLEJ 09, UTM JOHOR BAHRU, JOHOR Tarikh : 03 JULAI 2010 Masa : 11.00 PAGI - 2.00 PETANG Kolej Kediaman Pelajar : KOLEJ 09, UTM JOHOR BAHRU, JOHOR

....naked kitchen...

ermmm...bersih kn minda dlu ek...jgn igt org nk tulis yg bkn2...btw fyi....i tgh cti mid sem...i have nothin to do...xcept...mkn*which i think i gain a lot of weght in just 1week*....tdo..on9...part tym job as ayu's teacher*i think i cant be a teacher,coz i really dont have the sikap sabar as a teacher *....n kacau adk arash*sgt suka,hehe*...

ok..back on track...actually...its the movie that i watch on mysoju....the naked kitchen the movie...korean movie which is quite interesting...especially part masak2 dia...hehe....


cita dia about a guy name sang in n his wife mo rae...mo rae had an affair with a guy which she dont even know..they met at art gallery...actually they make love there n then...well...she is really a naive wife...she told her husband...her husband is really upset of course..but he really doesnt want to know anythingabout it...he loves his wife...he just tell her to forget about it....but unfortunately...the guy at the art gallery turn out to be sang in friend from france*tp dia korean la* name Park Da Re...

da re came back to korea to help sang in his cooking..sang in planned to open a restaurant...n da re is REALLY REALLY GOOD in cooking....so nk tau apa jd...kena tgk sndri la...best jgk la...

i only to the guy in the middle...dia dlm proncess hour...btw from left morae,da re n sang in


isnt he look good in cooking??

...the cast...

.....someone....

i hate it...i hate it...i hate that feellin....i hard u know when u feel sumthg about someone....yeah...kali ni aku nk post sumthg about my feellin...the thing that i rarely do...

b4 tis rasa ny xpnh lg la rasa mcm ni....i every tym i saw him...i cant stop smillling....my heart beat like hell when i saw him...speachless....nyampah tau...sumtym i rasa...lbey baik stay in girl school...i hate it u know...

i never tell anyone yet about my fellin...but yeah...im tellin everyone now...u know what...its really break my heart when i saw him wif another girl....y i must saw them together????...u can see in their face...they like into each other....thats hurt right...

mayb i ni mmg dtakdirkn minat org dr jauh ja....arrrgghhh....i cant even type...i feel that people are laughing at me when they read tis....

right now...i just have to set my mind back...he just a guy that i can only see for 3 months more...so he is nothing right...i might not see him anymore or can i say ....FOREVER.....